i am who?
i'm awake. its 610am. i haven't slept since friday. haven't drank since last saturday. chose to do nothing, tonight. meals becoming more plentiful. that's what happens, that's what they do to you. that's how they force you down, until your too weak to resist. too tired to give two shits. ate tonight atop the hollywood hills, opposite side of the hollywood sign. beautiful view. everything too far off to piss on. shit on. that's the type of asshole you'll feel like eating there. it's wonderful. magical like disneyland. bloody rare steak. fake boobs all around. that hostess has the best ass i've seen in my so far life. makes me contemplate on a wonderful asphyxiation death. i'm too tired to write. i'm going to go smoke outside in the rain. fill my cat's bowl with cat food. fill the mcdonalds halloween happy meal container with water. she'll be thirsty. all that rain and she'll still need a drink.